4th Biopsy, still waiting. Radiation begins.

I finished my 10th & final session of radiation on the T6-T9 areas of the spine & my left hip. I feel so much more relief overall in the lower body but the lung incisions and the surgical area where the initial vertebral tumor was removed remains sensitive and often times painful. It is taking a little longer to heal in those areas, and that is why I am holding on to the belief is the reason for the delays in getting the results back from this last of 4 biopsies. The delay is giving my body time to heal itself , and is slowly but surely. I take charge of my own innate power to heal my own body, cell by single cell. It is happening ! Feel my excitement for these things to happen because it is. These lab results will give me the answer as to what direction to take next for chemotherapy. We are hoping to qualify to being able to take the once a day pill that will require no chemo, but if it is necessary , we will go at the cancer with the most aggressive form and risk all the side effects involving nausea,fatigue,vomiting, and of course hair loss. I pray to be able to take the once a day pill. In the meantime, I prepare for tomorrow's CT scan at UCSD Hillcrest , an appointment with my spinal surgeon on Friday , and an MRI over the weekend on Sunday. It will be very busy for me the next few weeks as I plan to prepare for the worst of the chemotherapy. Please send me some Healing Energy as I will need it, every little bit. I am best prepared mentally and physically as can be but will need to draw from really deep within the Essence that will get me to the purest of Recovery. The Love and sense of Motivation continues to vibrantly exist inside me but it needs to truly manifest and reveal as I face this upcoming challenge . I am confident they will have the results in the next couple days so that this part of the waiting can lead to more essential information as this next couple of body and brain scans will tell us more. It is a very scary time currently, not only within my World but the entire World in general, and for that I pray for Peace and Harmony, and Health to all Mankind.